The brother is - obviously - a brother of someone from the past. Well actually, L showed up again and along with him, so did The Brother. It's testosteron-time again. I see and think The Brother all the time. And the silly thing is, it's all because I got too drunk in his presence and instead of saying the right things to get some of his testosteron moving too, I just said either nothing or tried to organize my thoughts out loud (a very annoying habit when you're drunk).

The next time I meet him I will be sober and pull the right strings - Inchallah.

I am not know for my well thought-out actions and might take some risk. Will I call his parents and ask him on the phone like a 16 year old - leaving his family with the inevitable question: who is she and what is she to him? - or will I sit still and wait for another chance? Cast your votes please.